I'm in a constant balancing act, lately with a certain person, where I'm precariously teetering between you're my closest (guy) friend...and I like (like really like) you.
It's exhausting. Just when I make a decision to be this person's best (girl) friend; their actions or their words throw me completely off balance, and I'm second guessing everything I thought I knew in regards to us. Or when I decide, after I
incorrectly assume their feelings are crystal clear in a wanna be more than friends way, that I'm ready to like them more than a friend... I get a dose of reality from them about our friendship.
I don't want to lose this person; I'm the best version of me when I'm with them. But I can't keep up this this everchanging line drawn in the sand.